“ Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months.
Oscar Wilde
stacey householder
-motivated
-over worked
-underpaid
-red bull
-alcohol
-journalism
-writing
-alkaline trio
-coffee shop
-medieval times
-fashion design
-traveling
-never sits still
-livin' life
-penguins
-peace
-taurus
-running away
Since last post…
So much has changed, I think I have grown up so much in a few months that I don’t even believe that I could explain any of it.
Everything is amazing.
I’ll be back soon .
“ Its only after we have lost everything that we are free to do anything
Chuck Palahniuk
“ To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
Well this is more than much needed. I haven’t really been away since…ehhh, August. I know, I know — I take more vacation than a normal human, but it is much needed because I work myself retarded. Other than the amazing one day trip back in October to New York, which was amazing…just needed to say that again, I have been at work & school pretty much every day. My stress level has been higher than usual, with David killing me and with my epic fail on moving…
Of course you know I procrastinated this too…tomorrow after work I will be leaving to go to New Orleans for a few days, I need to go have fun, drive on open road, listen to good tunes and warm my blood up, this snow and cold only make things worse. I have not packed, I need to clean up my car…but I’m a professional at this stuff so it shouldn’t been too bad. Driving south in the winter has to be the best, I really can’t wait to clear my mind a bit, I sure hope I can keep my sanity.
i’m pretty confident that this is one of the most depressing scenes i’ve ever seen in a movie. it’s so true, it’s sickening.
went out last night,
and i thought of you,
when i was ruining my liver.
it is those things you do,
that keep me coming back.
woke up in the morning,
my eyes scrunched to the light.
is it the thought of you?
or the pains in my head,
that won’t let my legs stop quivering,
or that is making my stomach so weak.
I have a problem I can’t kick,
is it you or the liquor ,
that makes me feel sick…?
the sky is falling & i’m still breathing
life is over & i’m still swimming
my ears are closed but i’m still seeing
THE BUNNY RABBITS ARE COMING! don’t get trampled. OHmygosh-
i’m bleeding blood…what do i do?!
that butterfly just fell out of the sky
it is all falling and you’re still standing!
i hurt…
i’m alive!
it is never over and i’m in love!
i’m scared of the aftermath of tuesday. WOW! the great tuesday. God made tuesday but that is just my assumption. Is that teleogical? like Paley?
The damn rock is always here!!!!
There is a cosmological “clockwork orange”…
the mind is a clockwork.
my reward path loves nicotine!
it travels right to my neurological receptors!
does God think that’s pious?
or would the California electoral college vote against it…
20% more to go…
1050, is that like 10:50 or 10.50 or maybe ten dollars and fifty cents….
no one knows.
why not? why can’t i be omnipotent to the green, or yellow? Like the sun…or is the sun just a dream of particle through my REM…
drive to see you
radio on high
night time
arms out the window
holding hands with the summer air
singing at the top of my lungs
has to be the best feeling in the world.
I can feel it -
the feeling is so good
that it is good to think about
it is so unforgettable
best feeling in the world.
laying in your arms
drinking beers
watching the stars til the sun comes up
no where in the world is better than this
this is the best feeling in the world
I wish I could forget about it
I can’t replace the best feeling in the world.
